midweek woes

*bah* shall be the start of tdy's entry.

i'm practically wasting my hols.not entirely,but it's not very constructive in terms of sch work. yes.i'm talking abt studying for term tests, labs, projects etc. and the thing is...deep down i know i can actually finish them well...just dat i'm not putting in the amt of effort i shd be putting. lack of discipline?i think so. i know it's def not lack of attitude..it's just smt in me thats deviating me away from concentrating on the stuff in front of me.help.i really need some solid advice on this..

YES...my usa w&t trip is finally looming around the corner..*dwiddles fingers eagerly* can see the light liao....can imagine landing at the airport in new york..heading str8 for a warm latte at starbucks after landing and checking out the crowd.hopefully can still find Viktor Navorski there.haha.(the eastern immigrant from The Terminal that found himself stranded in JFK airport many yrs ago and decided to live there permanently..is he still there anyway??)

things i did today....woke up, played the aslyn song (repeated 3 times), took my time to brush my teeth and bathe, had macs, went yamaha for lessons, went to the running track to check out my latest 2.4km timing, had an interview with hanqing(an editor from sph & a close friend), and did some struc design readings in the evening.

feeling gd..2.4km. still can do it under 9.30min. but don't have a very gd feeling abt my broad jump.i didn't really have a sbj mat to see the actual distance i jumped tdy..but i still tried it at the track. and i have to admit the distance i covered didn't look very glamarous.haha oh well.. shall just go ahead with the ippt.hopefully can get the 400 bucks.

going to be a nice long day tmr.going back sch to do gym n lab. this sem is flying...real fast.i have this feeling uni life is going to slip by.probably it's cos i compare it to army?when time seems to crawl..esp during the various courses. kk,going to find some food now.

things that made me happy today are....

• had a nice time catching up wif dad over dinner
• thankful for my family & friends
• EVERYTHING that God has given and is putting me through
• my 2.4km timing
• the kueh i had in the afternoon that melts in my mouth with a cup of nice coffee

cheers