an accomplished day

Things I accomplished today *chest out,stomach in,determined glaze*
1)settled visa application at gasi
2)bought air tickets at speedwing
3)ate 5 large meals and still looking 4ward to the next 2

Things that i'm not proud of
1)dozing off during cpm lecture
2)bang seh-ing sandeep for cpm lab meeting cos we had to rush down town
3)forgetting how to spell ninety (nearly spelt it as ninty in a cheque)
4)having the old neighbour once again glare at me like i'm a crook when i said hi.

most pple say "hey i think i need to get a life". i think for me i shd be trying to lose it instead. the pressure cooker is on, and it's on big time. lab reports, tutorials, lectures, question marks - they're all floating ard constantly, seemingly mocking me "sucker..come get me if u can". thing is, i ain't getting them well. in fact, i'm doing a pretty bad job at it.

morale is def low tdy. i need a kick-start. i need some1 to kick my ass to get me going..moving hard and fast. pls help.

*ain't getting nowhere* n i really hate the feeling of it.