so many things..but my life is not in order yet

ever had the feeling like you're having trouble setting everything into the cycle u want it to be?
yup..thats me.

so many things zapping thru my mind these few days. above all, i know my aim for the sem is to really achieve academic success. but there's just so many things floating ard in my mind everyday...god,family,drums,$$$,golf,salsa,friends,sleep,study,training,hanging_out, attachments,loans...etc r jus some of the things going ard in me. each of these components branch out into further series of thoughts. yes old kenneth (prob u'll see this in 2046), u will probably be laughing as u drink ur kopi-o..what has this young punk got that makes him so troubled??tsk tsk..
well..oldie, laugh ur head la. u probably forgot abt it after so many years..so dun anyhow laff. go lim ur kopi la. and talk to andrew(that's my future son's name btw). he should be in p4 now u oldie.

been catching up wif quite a few friends since i got back..haven't got a chance to catch up wif my dear buddy, eejun properly. we need to find a time to really sit down and chat and catch up wif our lives. he's graduating in 2 more sems...dats amazingly fast. soon he'll be in the workforce..and i'll be joining him too. coincidentally, his brother(eeting) is my bro's gf's colleague. it's a small world...after all..it's a small small world...after all..*i'm crazy liao dun mind me*

yesterday i went to the velvet anniversary..free flow of drinks = alcohol parade. met up wif alvin's colleagues and friends..fun loving pple..from the fashion industry.very nice to hang out wif. and got 1 guy who truly depicts the pure singaporean spirit.
"wahhh!free flow of drinks ah!drink more le! drink up drink up..then we can go take more!quick!"
haha..in the end we were all damn high..staggering ard like clowns..but managed to get some r&b in phuture and some gd retro in zouk. i realised i'm still into retro..haha.taste never change. and it'smore fun when u club wif a wilder crowd.his friends r very fun..very liberal,and veryyy high.haha....but salsa is more fun.lol. anyway my salsa is pathetic. i wish i had practised more in usa with the coloumbians..i kinda threw everything back liao. was seriously contemplating joining J&J with peipei...somemore got my bro's guidance..but cannot le.spent a few gd hours charting out the new directions of my life this sem, and there's just these few things i can have time for. so i really have to put salsa on hold again for this sem.

caught lovewrecked wif pam tdy..it's a 'make u have goosebumps cos it's sweet' show..i've been watching alot of sweet shows nowadays. haha..i caught my super ex gf wif her last week too, caught lakehouse some time b4, caught the click in usa..all the shows wif sweet themes. wanna watch snakes in the plane soon. oh another show that got me too was tokyo drift. caught it wif gd old henry.the drifting part..was really gd..tho i won't recommend it to someone who's not comfortable wif car accidents...cos they really showed some horrific crashes.(and yes, engrams were brought back occassionally =P)

met up wif hanley for dinner the other day. my former dragonboat teammate who just sat behind me, my partner for some 16km canoeing marathon thingy(i forgot the name liao), and my study buddy in j2.haha. it's so nice to catch up wif him..tok about how we've moved on..tok abt other classmates. sometimes it really amazes me how fast things r moving..when we try to stop it, it slips out of our reach and lo and behold, u realise u've lost even more time cos of that extra effort u made. essentially, life goes by, so treasure what u have.

tmr's fri. something tells me this sem is gonna zoom by. the fact that i have monday off doesn't help much. started off the sem in gear 1, now i feel it's in gear 3 liao. gear 4 will start in a couple of weeks.

i'm feeling the hangover combined with the lack of sleep from last night. feeling groggy..think i'll just end the night wif a nice show and a glass of wine. no mood to study tonight..haha.meeting qing tmr...been trying to catch up wif her for like ages..but always something had to crop up. haha..so i'm really looking 4ward to it.

i just realised i havent realy blogged abt my travel experience. and my cpr course. too lazy to type it out now.lol. next time ba